Eyes speak so easily, Lord. Let the eyes You’ve created for me master the words, “Jesus loves you.”
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“…The law [of God] started out as an excellent piece of work. What happened, though, was that sin found a way to pervert the command into a temptation, making a piece of ‘forbidden fruit’ out of it. The law…instead of being used to guide me, was used [by my enemy] to seduce me… the very command that was supposed to guide me into life was cleverly used to trip me up, throwing me headlong… Sin simply did what sin is so famous for doing: Using the good as a cover to tempt me to do what would finally destroy me.” (v 9-13 MSG)
How true, Father! When I know what I’m not supposed to do, it’s then that that activity becomes more appealing. I may have been totally oblivious to it before, but when You say, “No, don’t do that,” I get to thinking I WANT to do that.
“What I don’t understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise. So if I can’t be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that God’s command is necessary… I truly delight in God’s commands, but it’s pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge.” (v 19-24 MSG)
Sometimes, Lord, no matter how deeply I love You and desire to do Your will, there seem to be moments when my old nature of sin rears its head and strikes. It’s more like a small prick that releases a tendency toward rebellion within me. As the toxin works its way through me, what I don’t want to do, becomes what I just did. How desperately I need You and Your antidote for this poison in my being!
“I’ve tried everything and nothing helps. I’m at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn’t that the real question? The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do something totally different.” (v 24-25 MSG)
Thank You, Father, for Your antidote of grace through Jesus! Thank You for the victory over sin that can be mine through my faith in Him and my acceptance of His sacrifice from my sin.
Thank You for Your Spirit that convicts me of sin and strengthens me to avoid it and to remain faithful to You instead (1 Cor 10:13)
Thank You for Your Word that tells me how to obey Your will.
Thank You for Your work in my life as You fashion me to be just like Jesus. Amen.